This is my book.... It took me 14 months to write, edit, and publish it. It is an autobiography, of a life that was not cared for and without any real love or support from anyone around him.... This book is not for the faint of heart. If your looking for a feel good story, this is not it. It is a harsh tale, bluntly told. Without restraint, without political correctness. Giving the account of a shocking and horrific world that was supposed to care for and nuture a child into adulthood. This is my side of the story. I am so sick of people, family, shrinks talking about me, I felt it was time to tell what I went through. It's a closing story, a closing of this half of my life. My life is changing and some amazing things have been happening to me since I wrote this book. I'm choosing from this day forward to live in the future. Fuck this hell past I lived in. Fuck the people responsible for this story, whether they be family or not... I am not proud of all the things I have done in my life. This book honestly portrays the behavior of the ones around me, as well as my own behavior with the same blunt attitude. I held nothing back in the descriptions and mindset of my actions and any actions going on around me. If you can't handle a real story and your not able to realize just how fucked up the world can be to some people I suggest you don't read this book. Go find some other touchy feely book to read. This is hardcore, real, blunt, and will challenge your way of thinking and viewing the world from the moment you pick it up.... It is available on amazon.com it will be kindle formatted very soon for downloads. I am on location filming something until middle of april. I will set the kindle price and make it available as soon as I return from filming.